I have a very successful career - due to hard work, perseverence, etc.
I have a very successful farm business - again, due to hard work, perseverence, tears, and sweat.
So, why do I lack sticking power when it comes to me? I deserve to be successful in EVERYTHING I do, don't I? Why is it that it's so freakin' hard to put yourself first (or even second) and that the things you want/need on a personal level just never seem to percolate up to the top?
Well, enough already. For me anyway.
This week, I have planned food, eaten said food, tracked said food, made it to the gym once (I put my back out earlier this week, so yesterday was the first day I felt good enough to do it). Yesterday I also committed to joining a Learn to Run Program. Scary shit that is. Anyway........today I have planned, tracked my food intake, promised myself to drink a minimum of 100oz of water, and have even planned two glasses of white wine for time with my DF this evening. I have also committed to a good strong repeat of yesterday's workout at the gym - roughly 65-70 minutes of sweat. It felt great, so why wouldn't I do it again?
Yesterday I also had a hair-i-tude adjustment. I took a pic a short while ago to share with all of you, but realized that the lighting in my office makes me look awful.....horrible in fact. So you will all have to wait a bit longer until I find somewhere with better lighting!